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the first thing
I have been asked by one of Nemo's wife's dearest friends to start sending memories of Nemo, particularly later in the year. And of course I will. How could I not? It's for her, but it's also for his children. It's especially for his children.

But it's a strange thing; my memories of him are tied into the memories of my life and my family. They'll be filtered. They'll be him, his essence, by altered by this. But maybe this isn't so bad; my father had a great impact on Nemo, just as my father had a great impact on me.

The first thing I'll tell his wife is that purely by his very existence Nemo made my life less lonely.

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something to write about later
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at a location near you
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internet confessions
Over at Carrie Jones' LJ a bunch of people fess up about their guilty reading pleasures. I love this entry. I now have a ton of new reading to check out in ... um ... August?

That's right--deep down inside I'm a romantic sap, no matter what I'd like the world to believe.

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it's april 23rd
Which means it's International Pixel-Stained Technopeasant Day! Woo!

Under CC I give you free fiction. Read more... )

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The Mysteries of Udolpho for Memage
Because she knows how to give a girl a good time, [info]maryrobinette has tagged me with the "Nearest Book Meme", with a two back jump.

Here are your rules:

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next three sentences.
5. Tag five people and post a comment to [info]maryrobinette's blog (your tagees will post to mine, etc.) once you've posted your three sentences.

The nearest book is The Mysteries of Udolpho by Ann Radcliffe, and here are my sentences:

"And now the moon was high over the woods, touching their summits with yellow light, and darting between the foliage long level beams; while on the rapid Garonne below, the trembling radiance was faintly obscured by the lightest vapour. Emily long watched the playing lustre; listened to the soothing murmur of the current, and the yet lighter sounds of the air as it stirred at intervals the lofty palm-trees.

"'How delightful is the sweet breath of these groves!' said she."

And that will certainly teach me to have a copy of some sort of Dick and Jane omnibus nearby, just long enough to have 123 pages :).

Thanks, Mary--much fun.

Now, for my tagees:

[info]alphawolfguide
[info]eric_mayer
[info]haddayr
[info]mroctober
[info]mznetta

Tags:

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a friend's definition of "cultural appropriation"
"Assimilation: ur doin it wrong".
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the bees are buzzing
I couldn't sleep last night. I was utterly and totally exhausted from yesterday and I couldn't get to sleep for hours.

I'm worrying about cultural appropriation again.

I'll warn you now--there's some navel gazing here, and this isn't well thought out and written clearly, per se, and there's some anthrogeeking here. But if you stick with me and have any feedback I'd love to hear it.
Read more... )
I feel that my family's stories belong to me, in a sense. They are their stories, but they are a part of me, who I am, my identity.

Recently a friend (who works at the museum where I used to work) suggested I write and explore Native American stories/myths/legends and redefining them in a post-modern age, and making their cultural beliefs accessible to a broad audience. It was funny she brought this up now--I was already pondering this.

In some respects that's some of what I have done. I don't know about making all of their cultural beliefs accessible to a broad audience--I fear we're verging on white shamanism ground there....

I don't want to culturally appropriate material inappropriately. I don't want to write about coyote or put Native American stories into my stories to be cool and make a buck. I want to write something that means something to me, and hopefully to others as well. I want to explore my past, who I am, my family's past, and who they are. And there's a lot of fascinating material there (and I'm not purely speaking autobiographically here, either), a lot of ground to search through. And I want to do it right.

And I still worry about taking advantage of the situation and the whole cultural appropriation thing.

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And yes, I know about Coyote Road, and while good, that's not what I'm going for.

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i find no words
to describe or explain, and don't want to capitalize on what happened. But it affected us all in some way. And I am grateful there is good coming from it.

Here's to Jamie.

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it may be tax day
But I have two items of good news:

1) Because they rock in amazing and wonderful ways Small Beer Press is giving away free Creative Commons Licensed copies of John Kessel's new collection. WOO! (Not like I have time to read it or anything right now...)

2) Avadore gets to go visit the first grade for the whole day tomorrow. You know what this means, don't you? Yeah, my little boy is growing up :( and :) and *weeps* and WOO AVI! Also, and I've probably mentioned this before, my boy can read! My kid! And he loves it. He says it's his favorite. Oh, yeah. He also adores Captain Underpants, which is a good thing to adore when you're six.

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One of the most beautiful things I've read this year.

It's going to be a hard week for a lot of people. Give someone you love a hug.

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the clarion west class of 2008
is currently getting to know one another. If you're attending and haven't stopped by please do!
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today I miss
Omni

Peanut Butter Snickers

Pilot BetterGrip Medium ballpoint pens in black... I should order some of those

My favorite pencil

memory39, whom I always miss when I can't find the right writing implement, but at other times, too

Pulp

My dad

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it's good
Someone recently sent me a link to another someone talking about one of my published short stories. They said my story might haunt them for a while. And you know, I'm really touched. I know it's not a fabulous story, I know it's not the most amazing thing written, but I'm really glad someone liked it. I mean, when I think of haunting I think of Willis' Lincoln's Dreams or my eternal favorite "Her Pilgrim Soul" or Vintage (and I'm NOT saying that because Steve wanders through here every so often).

Every so often I run into someone talking about one of my stories, and it's always good. And that's part of the point of all this--not only to write because it pleases me, but to write stories that others will enjoy, too. It's a fabulous way to connect.

I think of all the stories that I've loved and adored and how they've influenced my life. Someday I would really like to give a little of that back, to have some kid in nowhere somewhere read something I wrote and say, "Yeah, exactly." That would be cool.

And what else is cool? Growing up in nowhere somewhere I never thought I would have anything to say that anyone who wasn't directly connected to me would care about. But that's one of those stories for another time... perhaps my next post.

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in the late december
The whole reason I got through the sixth grade was Luke.
Read more... ) But if he were here, we could discuss time travel, and he’d smile at me and chuckle and I’d refrain from reaching for his hand.
Current Mood:
nostalgic nostalgic
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ideal love flies away now
Today is brought to you by Lemon Zinger herbal tea and the Velvet Goldmine soundtrack.

When I was in elementary school and junior high my favorite part of the school week was usually Friday afternoons. This was the time when our teachers let us write stories or creative essays or participate in dramatic exercises.

Sixth grade, academically, was awful1. I can't look back on it and find much of anything that I enjoyed during the school week, other than some units in social studies and the last period of Friday afternoons. This is when I had English and the English teacher (whom many referred to as Mrs. Earwig) had us write stories.

I spent many Friday afternoons working on the story of a young human boy who was left in a graveyard when he was a baby. He was reared by dead parents, had dead friends, and dead relatives. According to his tiny shoes his name was "Nike". There were squirrels and crows and lots of trees, and the occasional human visitor. He played amongst the tombstones and the giant old trees with his ghoul friends. But it was a bit twisted, you see, and I thought this was horribly creative of me--Nike was the odd one in the graveyard, and the ghouls and the dead and the usual cemetery inhabitants were the normals. Nike had lots of adventures growing up in the graveyard, and I knew that at some point he would probably have to leave his graveyard home and venture out into the human world. This thought, of course, broke my heart.

I didn't finish, and not because my story horrified Mrs. Earwig or because I got bored with Nike, or even because I dreaded writing the end where he would leave his family. I quit because I ended up running into Ray Bradbury's Elliot family and realized that my idea wasn't exactly new or different. I felt as if I'd ripped Nike off of Bradbury, and so I left him be. Looking back on this I realize this isn't the case--some of Nike's story is similar to Bradbury's Elliot family (the normal in the family of monsters), but not entirely.

Sometimes I think about going back to Nike and rewriting his story again; I would really like to know what happened to him. I doubt the original story still exists; I think I trashed it, along with the wish-fulfillment novelette I wrote that year in a teal-colored spiral bound Mead notebook. If nothing else I suspect Avadore and LD might like it ... someday.

1 But, as Michael Ende would say, this is a story for another time.

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must be spring
I have this intense desire to read The Shell Seekers.

Have I mentioned how I love this book? Well, if not, I adore this blasted book. Totally and utterly adore it. And instead of reading it I have to finish rereading Doomsday Book. And then a bunch of books after that. Ah, hell. I'll probably fit The Shell Seekers in there somewhere.

Why can't my life always have these sorts of problems?

By the way, I finished rereading Passage last night. Have I mentioned how I am absolutely and positively in love with Connie Willis? Well, I am. And have I mentioned how it's good I am as nuts about Rice as I am? Well, it is--otherwise I might try to talk Connie Willis into running away with me.

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i love living in the future
I'm supposed to be working on a grant and we haven't had a good music post for a while, so here you go:

Saturday night procrastination...

Of all the things I expected the 21st century to bring this wasn't one of them.

And how could you do "Satellite of Love" and not do "Life on Mars"? I mean seriously? Not entirely sure how "Born Free" found its way in, but that's cool. I can go with that.

I must be a complete person now, yeah? Yeah...

I have never understood the words before.... I wonder if they're into doing "Yellow Ledbetter"?

Actually, I gotta admit--I'm really quite charmed. Can ya dig it?

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